Memories.
I am so busy right now that I hardly find time to breathe. When you're up till 4 am, working, and lying in bed wide awake by 8 am, you know something has to be wrong. I am trying so desperately to get my life under control again, making plans, sticking to the agenda, trying not to let things slide so the guilt that comes with procrastination doesn't constantly wash over me.I am running to stay on track and yet it feels like my life is overtaking me and I am just sitting back watching time run out. This past year and the one that has just started are crucial for my future and are a crossroads of sorts, yet I don't give what I could and freeze from panic.
So I live through memories and wish I could run away as far as possible.
posted by Steffie @ 1:50 AM
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